* N a T a L e Y..*

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 00:49:19 GMT

So far, school really hasnt been all that bad. My classes arent 1/2 bad, and i've met alot of new people.
Tomorrow leadership is going to Camp Tamerack. I'm so excited. It's one of my all time faviorte things that Leadership dose all year. =) The only bad thing, is its soo early, we have to BE AT SCHOOL by 6:30am! Yikes, i never even get up untill a quarter to seven. Oh well, it's definitley worth it.
Tomroow is going to be a sad day as well, because it marks the one year of one of the worst tradgies alot of us have ever had to deal with. It's so hard to believe it has already been a year without sweet Joey. </3* Rest In peace Angel.

So this weekend was ALOT of funn. On thursday we played Mott in Football, and killed them like 51-7.. sumthing crazy like that. Afterwards we went to Coney & then to Jarreds to just chill. Friday night Stacey had people over, so we went there and chilled. It was alotta different people than usual.. it was cool. Saturday I worked untill 1030, with Nina, and then Nina Julie & I went over to Franks, where the party was beginning to start. Everyone got kicked out around 11:30, and I had to help handle some intoxicated friends and get them home safe. Ended up staying the night at Nina's because it was past cerfew for my little ass to drive, and we sat up for like 3 hours on her front porch just chin chillin. Then on Sunday Jarred had a huge ass party, and it was soo tight =) I havent had fun like that in a while, then just crashed here with Nina & Julie.

I offically have a HomeComing date.. =) Weider & I are going.. i'm excited. Hes sucha cool guy. xoxo.
I got my dress too. It's soo cute, it's red, and longer in the back and shorter in the front, and it's a halter.. and im soo pissed cuz they lady that usually dose my UpDo's is booked for that day... i'm pissed because she usually leaves me the 1:00 appt. Oh well, she must of forgot. I have to find somewhere else to go, cuz the lady that cuts and colors my hair isnt the best at updo's... not being abitch or anything.

So for reall, my mother & I.. hate eachother. Or it's more along the lines that she hates me, and I cannot stand her constantly bitching at me. She is so miserable.. she hates spending time with me, and when she is with me, she acts like im forcing her. Like she is ALWAYS with her new little boyfriend, and I ask her to take me to the mall for her opinion on dresses.. cuz god knows she wouldnt spend her money on it, and shes like ugh do I have too. I'm like ugh okay then nevermind right. Whatever it's so lame, I don't even need her.. she dosent support me. I havent gotten her to buy me a single thing in a good 8 months. I'm used to it now. I'm ready to get the fuck out. Whatver tho. I just cannot fucking stand this shitt anymore.

On the other hand... shit went crazy the other night. & my dumbass did something that I never wanted to do.. actully it wasnt something I did, it was more along the lines of something I said and I regret saying it. I should of just kept my mouth shut, and never cared what anybody said... whatever.
Once again. Natalie has fucked up. Give it up bitches. =/

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 00:40:03 GMT

So latley i've been quite busy.
Within the past 2 weeks I've worked 72 hours...
And have now come down with some "unknown" illness, which is keeping me locked up inside my house.
My entire throught & tounge are swollen.. and speaking is a chore. My mother took me to ER today.. the doctors claim to believe my "illness" is from stress, and lack of sleep. So the real cool people they are... told my mother to have me take a ENTIRE week off of work.. and they wrote me a doctor note. I have to go back in a few days for blood work, and other forms of bullshit like that.

I'm currently watching the VMA's, and just chillin by myself. I really wanted to do something, but i'm not up for it. School starts the day after tomroow.. eek. & I have to work tomroow night, If my ghetto mother dosent make me stay home. I cannot stand sitting around doing nothing for more than like 20 mins. It's killing me to stay home and lay on the couch.

I'm still dateless for Homecoming. I really want to find a date soon, being that the dance is in less than a month. It's crazy how early it is this year.
The game on friday was so much fun. I cannot wait for what this year is going to bring =)
I really don't have anybody in any of my classes this year. I know of a few people in a few of my classes.. But i don't know. I guess it will be a suprise.

xoxo*NataleY.

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 23:07:55 GMT

As I sit here and think about all the good times this summer, it brings a tear to my eye to know school starts in a little over a week.
From the endless parties & drunken nights, to "girlnights" watching movies, sleepovers, fights, swimming, tanning, *working*, hook-ups, road trips, eating, simply chillin, dancing, singing, basketball, buffalo, bellacinos.. I could name 100 other things... yet to conclue all of this in one word *UnforGettable* =)

Soo.. this past weekend was decent.
On Friday I worked with Nina. Afterwards we stayed at Bellacinos and smoked some HooKah, and drank a few beers. Then we headed over to Samanthas house..and chilled there with all the drunk fools.
Saturday I woke up about 815.. and started work at 9. Worked untill about 4:30ish. Chilled w/ Nean while she straightend my hair.. then headed over to Bellacinos for the 5 year anniversary party. It was cool.. Then stopped @ my aunts Luge party and chilled.. then hung out @ Samanthas house ... had a fun fun night. Then crashed at Ninas house.. where i was literally freaked out by some random cat that was approaching her house at the same time as myself. I nearly cryed =) lol.
Then today.. Sunday. I went out to lunch w/ my mom. Then headed out to Novi by myself to visit with some really awesome kids from camp that i so much love <3* We had a wonderfull time. In a little i'm probably going to chill w/ candis.. and see whats gonna go down tonight. Hopefully get to see someone special.. that i actully miss.

Well.. the only advantage of school starting is getting to see the people that i've missed all summer. Which has been ALOT of people. and the fact that we are finally seniors.. makes things just a little bit better ;)

xoxo*Nataley
Maybe comment, if your glad I'm back w/ my JournJourn! =)

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 12:45:00 GMT

I love Summer already =)
I love 2006... I can only imagine the fun this summer.. and our kickass SENIOR year!

<3* Lovvee You too!

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 00:30:08 GMT

Been sorta busy latley.
This weekend was fun. Worked Friday, Graudation Saturday morn, Rascal Flatts saturday night. Saw sum cuties afterwards.
Sunday got my nails done and Jakes grad. party, then studied and wacthed the pistons.
Today been studying since 4. I will not let myself fail my chem. final. I cannot believe what this teacher has done to me. =( I honestly went from a 104% last semester with a teacher that actully taught, to getting the first C+ in my life since the 4th grade when we learned cursive handwriting. =( I cryed today. Im sucha little bitch.
... Well I have German and Chem tomroow. And then we are going to see sum little movie us girls afterwards..Um.. im so glad this year is ending. I'll never forget when i heard ppl saying your junior year is the hardest.. and ill never forgot how true. Fuckk it.

<3* Love you cuties.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 22:41:48 GMT

So. really I cannot wait until school is out.
Well actully I cannot wait untill Wednesday, cuz we'll finally be SeNiors !!! =) I'm so excited!!
... This weekend was straight. Friday I worked and then just went home. On Saturday I worked in the morning at my new job, and got a bad sun burn.. but fell in love with all the little kids cuz they are dolls... <3* Saturday afternoon we had our senior shirt party.. and my shirt is so PimP.. and it happened on accident. lmao. And then Saturday night i had ppl over to watch the game.. but it ended up more like a party, and everyone had funn. and crazy stuff happens ;) neways. Then sunday I had to do my research paper, and work 2-9 and then i loved watching the storm. =)

Today was my day off till Saturday, and then Saturday is Graduation for my sister and all that.. and then Rascall Flats at night.. and then on Sunday it's time to study for Finals and i might kill myself... but yeah. I cant wait till the 16th, im so excited to get twasted. =)

Leave me Love <3*

Tue, 31 May 2005 23:09:12 GMT

So this weekend was sucha fun time.
Friday worked till 10:30 then went to Sals house and that was straight until we had to leave.
Saturday chilled for a while, went to the mall, got a tatoo.. then went out to Chelseas, Piatos, and back to Chelseas. It was alrightt.
Sunday left for upnorth with everyone. It was me and court ash & heather, and anthony ryan spencer joe and brad. Had some hella fun that night getting totally trashed.. and some crazy ass things happen. and thats the end of this story ;) Well then we stayed there till like 5 on Monday, and I got home and went to my aunts for a Barbeque. It was kinda gross. Oh well. I had a killer hang over.
Then today was pretty good.. school went by really fast, and I ended up with SO much homework. I did it all, and typed my entire research paper, and then i went to the library for a while. Saw Samm JHarVey & Johnnie at 711... and we bonded =) Cuties. Then tonight going over to Ryans to watch the game with some reall cool people.. lol or just the same people as always. The rest of the week/weekend i have to work.. which is shitty as hell, due to the fact that I wanted to have a party. ;) Well next weekend for sure. My new job starts on Saturday morning... im kinda nervous for these kids.. due to the fact that I cannot even hit the ball off a T, how am i supposed to teach other people.

... <3* I wish for once, he would notice me.. notice that i'm everything he need <3*

<3*

Sat, 28 May 2005 04:14:44 GMT

Latley I've been so stressed.
I got put on credit review, and my councler thinks that i'm "Not succeeding to my potential" so I have to do weekley progress reports.
It makes no sense, to put someone on credit review when I have 2 A+'s, 3 A's, and a B. Seriosuly, if I was nervous about failing out of my classes, I wouldnt miss them.
Well to make matters worse, work puts me on the schedule 6 days a week. I mean I like the money.. bringing home about 300 a week... but i never sleep, and when I get a chance to sleep in class I can't because I have to do the homework that I failed to do the night before. Honestly, me along with the other 6 million kids in the world cannot wait until summer vacation. Although, not much will change. I'm working doubles every day... Mornings at the T-ball & Basketball Clinics, and nights and living hell. Although the only good thing will be the trip to CancUn SENIOR YEAR SPRING BREAK that i've been saving up for, and the new car to get rid of my piece of shit. Anyway, I'm so glad that we are almost seniors. =)

<3* All i know. Is I might of lost the only person I've ever loved cuz' I'm stubborn.
Once again ladies. Natalie has fucked up.

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 00:11:38 GMT

I went to bed sick. Woke up sick.. but still went to school so I don't get behinde in Math.
Took my Chem test during 3rd hour, and then left.
Came home, Took sum Nyquill.. and passed out. It really felt great.

I went to the Post-Office w/ my mom. Then to my shoe store. And got sum more. For x-mas of course ;)
Did sum Math hmwk.. had a great dinner.
Talked with Pietro & Frank.
Got a little visitor at the door, who made me laugh so hard. I felt bad that I couldn't "HELP HER WIN HER CONTEST" Had to be there. Haa.

Found out that my idea for my moms' x-mas present can't happen, cuz it's too late.
Now i'm back to 0 ideas.. for both her and my sister.
I get paid on Friday.. and that sort of excites me.

I have a little fever.. and my throught is killin.. But how excited am I that tomroow is only a 1/2 day, and then we get a few off. It makes me and everyone else just so excited =)
Well.. other than that.. Leave Love.. XoXoXoXo---

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 00:40:23 GMT

So lets see.
Friday.. Courtney Brad Nina Frank & Ryan hung out here for a while. Then we drove around for a little looking for something to do. Then we went to my cousins Hockey Game for a quarter and a half, and then hit up Keith Gries house, where I had a horrible encounter with a friend.Well that is what I thought we were.. turns out that I am "A stuck-up bitch, who only talks to 'popular' kids, and kicks all the 'unpopular' kids out of my parites, and don't talk to ANYONE." I'm sorry, what is 'popular'? A label... a bull-shit label. How stuck-up am I... please, let me all know your true feelings that you've been hideing from me all these years... haha like I actully care anymore.

Saturday. Worked 10-5.. came home chilled. Hit up sum Buffalo by myself and saw Candis, Julie, Sarah & Seba. And Lars & Tone were there.. and I did get Smilies.. =) And then later on I went with Frank to watch Ninas' soccer game @ Liberty, and then Nina Robbie Frank & I went out to Franks aunts and chilled there all night.

Sunday. Worked 2-7. Came home showered, and passed out by 8:30ishh.

Monday(TodaY) SchooL wasn't 1/2 bad, expect I feel not too great. Came home and did sum Hmwk. Hit up the Wood for sum working out.. brought back alotta old memories, it was sorta depressing.... afterwards came home and did sum Hmwk. Went to the Lewandowski residence for a purse party, but I didn't find anything. Then i typed a paper for Ms.Gunkle, and Samm & Sulaka are coming over for a study date for the Chem. Test tomroow.. I'm so glad we only have 1 1/2 day left!!

I work Friday 12-11.. come see me!! It's gonna be soo crazy!
And Saturday 12-8.. =) Mwahh*

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 23:03:57 GMT

+BasketBall is Finally over. =)
+It's the weekend
+Barley any hmwk this weekend.
-Work Saturday 10-5, and Sunday 11-7
-Nothing really going on tonight.
+There was a fight @ the end of the day today
+ A on Algebra 2 Test, A on German Test, B on Gov. Test, & More than Likely A on Chemistry Quiz.

Yesterday after school I helped/tutored this girl Stephanie. Shes' really nice, and i hope that i did a good job. I went out 2 eat with the family to Buffalo and saw precious Juliiiieee =) And got sum smilies.. yayy!! And then studied all night, untill I went to Ninas' and watched the OC with the girls, and then came home and studied even more..
I hope sumthing tight happens tonight.. Hmm.. we shall see.

<3* NNL.

& Best of all, I aint' gotta fuck with RayRays' broke ass NoMore. =)

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 02:36:06 GMT

Things have been alright.
Homework has been minimal these past 2 days.. which is a good relief.
On Monday Candis & I went and watched SHHS vs. ED district game. Sterling won.
Tonight I went up 2 Macomb 2 watch Bryan. They won, he didn't play tho. I miss my baby.
Tomorrow night is our game @ 6-- vs. Fraser. We are hopeing to win, so come out and support!
#11, #32, & #33.. "Come Wacth Us, While We Watch You!"

I wanna have fun this weekend.
I'm glad tomroow is finally Hump Day. Good Lord.

+Srubbing 2marrow
-Samm fucking hates me.
.. I have so many regrets.. but it's time to move on. It's time to look forward, strive for the future, but not fully forget mypast, for that's whos made me who I am...

& Best of all, I aint' gotta fuck with RayRays' broke ass NoMore. =)

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 02:35:18 GMT

I wanna have fun this weekend.
I'm glad tomroow is finally Hump Day. Good Lord.

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 02:07:53 GMT

Thursday 11-11: Happy Bday Julie. It was a 1/2 day, went out to lunch @ Buffalo with lots of cool people. Hit up LakeSide by myself, got lost on the way home.. cuz' im a reatart. Had orientation for work.. and then watched the O.C @ Ninas' house with Candis, Megan Julie & Nina.

Friday 11-12: Didn't feel well all day.. Had practice untill 4:30. Went and bought pants for work with my mom.. And then hung out w/ Frank & Mike. Chilled w/ Brad Court Megan & Julie in LiL' Ceasers parking lot.. and yah, didn't do much.

Saturday 11-13: Worked 10-5.. came home and did hmwk. Chilled with Frank, Keith, & Robbie, then came home.

Sunday 11-14: Worked 11-7.. came home & Studied for Chemisty. Bout to go to bed.

Tomroow.. Monday 11-15.. practice 230-430.. hmwk, and prolly chill.

Tuesday 11-16.. practice 230-430, hmwk, Bryans bball game.

Wednesday 11-17.. Districk Game @ 6, @ east detroit.

Working Saturday & Sunday.. come visit me. =)

Blue eyes & Bouncin' curls..

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 02:14:39 GMT

Well since last entry, things have brightend up.. which is good.

I've learned to not care that Basketball is a huge joke, and i've learned to not care that I don't play. 1 week from today... Fraser vs. CHS @ East Detroit.. for Districts, I hope we loose so our season can FINALLY be over!! Yes, we did loose by 25 last night.. It was outright embarssing.. Haha.

My homework hasn't been that intense the past few days. Which is a good stress reliever... I got a 53/54 on my Chem. test.. which is also good. Um.. otherwise nothing really has been going on. I hung out w/ Joe & Robbie tonight.. and went to the mall earlier... didn't buy anything, but did invest in 2 pairs of wicked funn gloves @ Target.. And I did jusst finsih Julies' Bday Suprise, which I think is hott shit. ;)

Half of a Day 2marrow... But uh-oh report cards...
<3* Love You.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 21:53:53 GMT

I just want 1 day.. where I can come home from school, take a nap, eat everything & anything that I want, watch a good movie, take a long soothing shower, and go to bed at a reasonable time. Just 1 day... that's all I ask.
I've been in an undescribable mood these past few days... not a good undescribale either. I just feel like i'm not good enough for anyone, not even myself. I just feel for the first time in a long while, that I haven't pleased all those who I'm supposed to please. I feel like a failure, a huge let-down. It's almost like I can see why -he- wouldn't want to be with me.. or I find myself questioning the fact of why I even have friends, or who would actully want to be my friend.
School overwhelms me with homework, and stress. I can't bare to think about or accomplish anything besides homework.. to tell you the truth, i'll be paying for this time later on when i'm still doing homework at 2:30 in the morning. I just need to get good grades, get a scholarship, and get the hell out of here. I need to go far away and start over new.. I deparetly need to.
I need to accomplish what i've been working on now for about a month. Things have been going so well, and it's as if I am getting exactly what I want. I just hope everything goes okay still.. and hes all mine. I could use someone like him to be there for me.. because we have so much fun. Next to school, hes' been my biggest challenge this year, by far. <3*
It's really weird how much i've been reminising latley. I think about the past so much, it's like I re-live it.
I miss so many things, and so many people... Not to long ago I was really good with talking about what bothers me... but it just seems as if I can't come up with the courage to ask anyone for advice/help. I think/know that I have so many good friends that would help me.. I think i'm embarssed. Embarssed that they'll think i'm some physco. Never should I let my pain come through my smile....

Hello.

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 23:17:54 GMT

Although it feels like 8:30, it's 10 after six.
Things have been alright. We won our game yesterday.. and only lost by 3 on Tuesday.
Very stressfull past few days w/ Senior Night, and getting all that shit done.
MAC/SAC on Thursday was phonomenial. Greatly enjoyed.. although I really wish I was president of it.. =(
I got the job @ Steve&Barrys... which should be okay. It'll get me some money.
I'm selling my car.. anyone intereseted.. Yah I doubt it.
Tonight everyone is playing cards @ Keith Wolaks house.. Oh how fun. Not. I dunno what i'm going to do, if nothing else goes on, then maybe go over there and watch them? Maybe not tho.
I have to work the craft-show tomorrow @ 12-2. With Nina & Meghan Kmesick.. should be funn times!!
Um.. besides that i'm tired.. and have alot of homework to complete this weekend... I'm bored, and really want to do something tonight.
Maybe doosh bag will call? Doubt it.
Lots & Lots of Love. <3*

Reminising.

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 18:40:03 GMT

So honestly, time has gone by so fast. And so many things have changed... some for the good, and some for the worse.
Alot latley i've been thinking back on all the old times... Tell me you don't remember these:
The '9'
The 'Crew'
The 'Coyotes'
Singing in the LockerRoom
Shaking our legs while Mr.Mating wasnt watching
All our songs
"HERE HERE HERE!!"
"SIT ON THE BLOCK"
"GIMME 5 AMANDA, NO I MEAN 5 PUSH-UPS."
Viedos @ Courtneys
The rivals with Carelton
Jenny Little teaching the dance
Candis & Mat Sikora making out on the Ski-Lift
Candis & I falling off the ski-lift.
The Hoe Train
Ashley teaching us to dance
Practicing dancing in Sarahs basement
Cedar Point.. "Tell Candis I think shes Perrdyyy"
Megan buying me my 1st hair straightener
"OMG I'VE HAD THOSE SINCE 5th GRADE"
"I've Got You Babe"--Gleason & Landers
"BBQ Stain" --Nick & Kurtis
"WOO HAIR"
Robbies Afro
Beer Parties..

</3*

Deep in the stillness.. I can hear you speak.... That you are mine... 0:-)

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 22:56:09 GMT

Things have been very good latley, not perfect, but I'm not one to complain here. Theres others who have had it worse these past few days.
Where to start:
SchooL: Doing good in all my classes, Algebra 85%. German 92.8%. Government 92.1%. Leadership A. Got 40/43 on my Chem 91.6%, Englsih 93.1%. Once again, math being my problem. I sense that my mother will understand and not ground me this time...
Friends: Have you ever felt like a part of you was missing. Like you and a certain few girls were always Best Friends.. and then it's fades away, and you notice it.. but then after over a year you really begin to notice it... and it seems like you see him/her less and less. But otherwise alot of fun has been thrown out the past few days. Expect for getting kicked out of the movies on Friday for not being 17.. and i'm sorry that they ID'd Candis & I, but not the 14 year old that Joe was with... Fuckin people!! Apple Twist Shmirnoff is horrible, and the after taste is even worse. LoL... never again.
Basically everything else is okay. Things have started.. I think. Um.. I'm not sure??
I have another job interview tomorrow @ 3:00, and had one Friday, hopefully i'll get lucky somewhere.
My car is in the shop getting fixed.. more than likley it won't be done untill Thursday?
We have no school tomroow... and tonight I have bball untill 9:15ish.
XoXo ~Natalie N. Lang~

<3

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 19:27:18 GMT

Today was a good day.
1st hour: No Homework!! & I'm doing so good.
2nd hour: German.. lol. The sub was chineese, so we didn't really learn much?
3rd hour: Hiegal took my bagel again.. Grr.. and 2marrow morning is help-out morning.
4th hour: Anthony & myself made a KILLER sign for A-Cad-A-Me Award Nomiations. LoL.. NOMINATIN' LoL.
5th hour: Understand everything. I'm glad.
6th hour: The GunkDaGunk is tizz. 95 on my paper. and the Scarlett Letter is so good. =)

Dentist Appt. 3:40
Hmwk.. Reading alot for the Scarlett... and everything else is already finished.
Bball @ 6:30
Hanging out w. Robbie afterwards.

I'm so excited for Halloween. Too bad noone wants to go Trick-Or-Treating w/ me. =(

Wasting Time.

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 22:10:55 GMT

I feel like i'm stoned right now.
Everything is sorta a blur.. and the music on the computer is going so fast. I can't keep up with the words let alone the song.
I guess that 25 min. Hardcore Nap wasnt necessary.

I'm sad. I didn't get to go see my baby Kerry @ Macomb today. =(
Vote Kerry.. or go home?

Football Game Saturday Afternoon. So excited.
BBall Game 2marrow @ home.. vs. Sterling. Prepare to loose Patroits.. that will never fail us.
BBall game Thursday.. @ RoseVille. Prepare to maybe maybe win?

I learned that I'm a really bad charades player today. =(
Also, that coffee works only for about 2.5-3 hours.
I've realized that a job is a necessary.
And that my mom will never make me dinner.. and i'm starving.

Also, I'm the best duster the CHS library has ever seen.
But really, I can't wait for Thanksgiving Break.
I need sleep. and a break. from that 6 letter word. stress

Love Lots.
Natalie N. Lang <3*

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 19:30:25 GMT

So, this entry is going to be long.
I have so much on my mind.. and noone who really understands. Expect for latley, i've found this person who is so easy to talk too ... and so comforting, which is really nice to have... and we've became really close. But you know there are those few things that you have a hard time talking about... well i don't know what to do.

I can't handle people demanding me to do things anymore. I'm no longer 10 years old.. I don't need people to make decisons for me.. I definitley feel I can make good ones on my own, and I don't think people can understand these things. I personally don't think that it is fair to me what Matt is doing. The fact that he went behinde my back, and then made up all kinds of bullshit reasons why he would rather us not be together.. and then not even give me the time of day for a friendship.. and thenn tell me that he could NEVER see me and him together again.. after he already tore my heart out and pissed all over it.. I still waited around for a good 2 months.. and nothing. So i finally get the courage to move on.. and yah so I started too.. and right when he sees it, he suddenly comes crawling back, asking me to take him back and forgive him for everything? Im sorry I cant do that.. and then when i tell him that.. i get bitched at and yelled at and people telling me that he wouldnt ever hurt me... FYI he has already.. wuts to say he wouldnt do it again. How can i trust him not to hurt me... when last time, it was alittle more intense then a 'hurt.' I can't handle people.. I can't handle the fact that every time i look at him trying to be fair and maybe give him a second chance, I see him just slapping me in the face, and telling me to get the fuck outta his life. And no.. by no means, will I ever let that happen to me again.

Actully thats all i feel like saying.
On a better note. <3*.... I hope things are gonna work out... or start up? or i am not sure?? =)

</3* I've fallen.

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 18:39:55 GMT

All i know is this past week has been mad crazy. Mad crazy funn, and Mad Crazy Stress.
Monday kicked off spirit week w/ College shirt day. Supported sum OhioState Buckeyes. Got the sashes out to the girls, and got the 11th one in on time thank-god.
Tuesday was CowBoy Day. Which i mite say was wicked sweet. It was the day of the luncheon.. which went well except our buffalo wings and olive garden didn't come untill the middle of B lunch. Oh well there was only 1 girl in A lunch.
Wednesday was Romance Wednesday. It was cutte.. all the guys looked soo cute in their dress pants and cute shirts. Juniors took that day baby.. really we shoulda took every day but it's okay.. I didn't go to bed untill 3:30 Wednesday night becuase I was soo busy.
Thursday was PepRally and it was better than fuckin ever. Juniors tore sum shit up... big time. The parade was okay, really gloomy and freezing. PepRally flowers turned out very nice, and we even got single roses for the girls for the game on Friday Night too. Our Float took 3rd.. but really in all Juniors eyes, it was 1st place, and mad props to anthony and sean for working so hard.
Friday was Anthonys 17th birthday. It was mad funnn @ School being Patroit Pride Day.. lol. The band marched around @ the end of the day, and pumped everyone up. I stayed after school to decorate with the Sophs. It was difficult, due to the abundance of space. Went home and got ready for the game. Brought the sash, and crown to the school.. went and painted my face, which by the way KILLED, and had a hell of a time @ the game. Go Patroits way to be MAC BLUE Champs!! =)
Saturday was so much fun!! The dance was soo awesome.. and Robbie looked hotter than ever. We looked so tight.. like ahhh. <3* luv him. I'll leave it @ that.. the dance fuckin was tight as Hell!!!!!!!! Pics. will be coming soon. =) Bye!!! I hope everyone had fun.

I cant go on not loving you...

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 21:13:02 GMT

Well latley i've been overly busy, and constantly stressed out. It feels as if I haven't had a good day, where I was worry free, or not pissed off in a while. It's kinda sad. This weekend wasnt half bad. Spent friday running errands with Candis.. and then Samm Nina Pietro Frank Joe & Ryan came over. We decided to go to a haunted house.. but then it rained. So we came back here, and sat on my porch and bonded. On Saturday we had the Bball CarWash. It wasn't that bad. Then went to the Football Game @ Fraser.. where I heard sum disgusting/upsetting news... but then again, i've set myself up for dissapointment this time. Later that night Nina Samm Ryan Pietro & Frank attempted to go to a haunted house. It was soo far.. and it was a 3 hr. wait so we didn't go. We saw MB & Annie @ the Haunted House.. and then I came home. Today I filmed my German project with Laura, & Worked on my PepRally shirt with Pietro & Frank.

I'm excited for the Spirit Week.. & PepRally & Parade.
Also, i'm excited for the dance... I hope everything goes well.

..I hate liars. I really do..
.. I constantly ask myself.. why I do this? Why I set myself up for this dissapointment.. that I expierence everytime. Seriously, nothing is really worth this feeling.

...You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay...

</3 *Natalie*

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 21:47:14 GMT

Havent updated in a while.
1st Hr. I'm doing so good. =)
2nd Hr. Me & LT are G's.. i seriously love her! <3*
3rd Hr. Yah.. Heigal..
4th Hr. Stress?
5th Hr. Kush enjoyed telling the entire class I have him Ghanaria? Ew. make me sick?
6th Hr. The Scarlett Letter is the best book. & Qutinton & Anthony harass me. Everyday.

Skipped Practice today.. but did go to Pictures. Lost our game last night by 6. Didn't play at all. 0.00 mins. Have a float part tonight 7:00.. it'll be the 1st one that I can attend due to Basketball. Went tanning with Pierto today.. <3* him. Get to be partners with JD in 3rd hr. Am still going to Homecoming with Robbie =) And i got my dress.. well I borrowed it from Lauren Anderson. All the chaos has setteled down... Noone is no longer mad at eachother.. and apologies were said. Our game 2marrow is @ East Detroit. I've scrubbed everyday so far this week, and I will also be scrubbing tomroow. Our bball team has a CarWash on Saturday @ Cousino. You should come and get a car wash? Our guys have a Football game @ 1 i think.. it's @ Fraser. I'm excited. I'm going to the mall with Robbie Saturday to get his clothes for Homecoming.. and on Sunday me and LT are filiming our German Project. I am hopeing that on Friday night we do something funn.. becuase there isnt a Football Game and I'm going to miss it.. I got my lisence on Monday.. after I waited 2 hours @ Secretary of State becuase it was the last day to sign up to vote, and every motherfucker alive was there.. and yes, someone did forget to shower and stunk up the entire place. Yuck, 4 real.

<3* Natalie Nicole Lang.